In this paper, we explore the ways teacher educator parents' (TEPs) ideological beliefs around education align and do not align with school choices for their own children. We provide a nuanced look at the emotional elements of "school choice" and the delicate intersections of teacher educators' personal and professional identities amid a neoliberal educational system that is grounded in choice. This paper illuminates TEPs' cognitive dissonance and struggle through conflicted and emotional choices as they strive to live in ways that reflect their ideals while parenting within a racist and stratified school system.